I abandoned myself to despairwhat should I do?how?

I abandoned myself to despairwhat should I do?how? l abandoned myself todespair翻译 I can't help myself. I am abandoned How can I control myself.I can't calm myself Sweet,pig,sorryI think my badSweet,I just want you and happy pigs,Gary,you don't blame me?If I were you I wouldn't original cool myself.Unexpectedly,I abandoned their own happiness.If just give me a chance,I think,I definitely,definitely,definitely,n I can't trust myself是什么意思 I don't like myself.什么意思 看看有没有语法错误~to sum up,don’t ever abandoned myself to negative emotion when exposed to setbacks,we should change our's mentailty adjusting to it 英语翻译Not more than three short years agoI was abandoned and aloneWithout a penny to my nameSo very young and so afraidNo proper shoes upon my feetSometimes I couldn't even eatI often cried myself to sleepBut still I had to keep on goingNever k Instead of giving myself reasons why I can't,I give myself reasons why I can. instead of giving myself reasons why i can't i giving myself reasons why i can i know the times i don't have one myself Tell me ,I don’t love you ,I love myself! How do I control myself?I can't calm I really can't belive i lost myself again You have abandoned the original I whether you have abandoned i waited